“Your feelings are from God. They are a gift, and there is no need to avoid them or be ashamed of them. Yet God never meant for our feelings to be the gauge that measures your life and how you live it. Your feelings are not designed to define you or interpret the situations you now face. Only God’s truth can define you, and only God’s truth can pass judgment on the circumstances of your life.”
This was found in my email amidst everything else.
There’s no doubt, I believe, God is real, and real in my life.

hold me in Your arms, never let me go
I want to spend eternity with You

It has only been more evident in my life that apart from God, I can depend on no other. The deadlines loom ever so near, yet there’s still so much undone.
How do I cope with stress?
I can think, I can wait, I can fast.
I can pray, I can cry, I can trust.

such a block of wood. dear God there are some things i can’t understand, some things i am worried about, some things i can’t seem to let go. I FEEL LIKE I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING. but that appears to be just what i *feel*. ah. tok awaits. I FEEL LIKE I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY LONGER. but i *know* i can, or at least i’d like to believe that for now.