There always lie these mixed feelings, that on one hand, you wish for it to be over, over and done with so you can get on with life, yet you know you aren’t ready for it, and you dread its coming. Prelims, IB Exams, IOC. Doubtlessly, I am not ready for any of those three. It is frustrating though, that everything is coming on so fast so fast too fast. 

FOA is coming out in just 3 days. And it shall all, all be over. 

It’s so easy to encourage others, and affirm others of their abilities, ask them to trust in God, and believe in themselves, work hard, manage their time well, work harder, pray, pray, pray, and do their best and let the rest be left to God. So easy.

Yet when it comes to myself, my own commitments, my own actions, my own feelings, I can’t do it. 

SCREAM RUN AHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOO