5 days till end of confinement!

52 days till POP!

It’s really strange that everyone seems to be arranging stuff on the days that I planned to spend with boss BBQ on friday night, One Voice practice on saturday morning, birthday dinner on saturday night, CEP group dinner on tuesday night. AHHHHHH I’m going to be rushing around madly if I go for everyone of them (which I would, actually). HOW. WHY. NO

Sigh. My throat is hurting again and I’m not getting better since I fell sick in Cambodia.

Still 5 more days, which means 5 more days of work! Ugh.

I have blisters on my feet from the horrid shoes I wore today, after getting a bit lost walking home from li ling’s house.

The weekend just whizzed past too quickly I want it to be Friday instantly, POOF, VOILA, PRONTO. The past weeks passed by too slowly……..WAY too slowly as many seem to agree with me.

I think, I really prefer studying.

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21:54
My feet still hurt a big deal, the blisters are really quite bad. Each night after the message (finally) pops by, my heart flies ten miles away. I suppose the experience is different for everyone, some more difficult, some more easy-going. Tomorrow is set to be a tough day, and that means I need to pray even harder. Swimming. UGH. Pray for survival.

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. I must be slightly deranged.