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I have a Maker, He knows my NAME (:

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to be or not to be.

It’s been long, again. It’s February! Sense the excitement in the air, with CNY and VDAY all happening at the same time. Strange shopping mall designs of incorporating both valentine’s and chinese new year together, ending up with weird kissing cut-outs of two cheena looking people in chinese wear and what not.

Econs is driving me nutzzzzzz. One of the reasons why I’d much rather pursue corporate law. Ack.

Learning Korean is the most fun thing about school these days, and I have next to no motivation to study/listen during some lectures. Some of the geography modules are fun though.

Sometimes, I wonder if that decision I made no more than a year ago was right. Perhaps I’ll never know, or I’ll only know in a long time to come. In any case, it’s a choice I have to live by.

This second round of decision-making is teeth-grinding :/ I just don’t want to do the wrong thing.

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I want to take up piano lessons again, ack ack ack. It’s during such times that I utterly regret not being more diligent in my younger days, ha ha ha. So much so that my APPREGIOS, SCALES, SIGHTREADING ALL SUCKKKKK. 😦

Varsity Voices 2010! 😀 10 March 2010 (: ESPLANADE!

2010.

If you’re thinking about making some New Year’s Resolutions, consider this one from The Apostle: “This year I resolve to know nothing but Christ and him crucified.”

(: 2010 here we come! Hopefully more posts too (:

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New year, new challenges!

May I be focused and attentive to the still small voice in me (: I don’t want to take all the wrong paths again. But we shall see, we shall see.

The Difference.

Despite the busyness of IB life, I managed to keep quite a regular posting habit. Strangely, as time grew plentiful in the post-IB-pre-uni days, posts dwindled. When uni started, the blog was practically dead. Ha.

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This year has passed by quite slowly and dreadfully, for most of it, too many things happen, too many decisions made, too many regrets, too many crazy moments when I wished I could just sail right past them without any thought and care in the world. Alas, that was not to be.

After leaving the Christian environment in which I was always schooling in, uni life has been quite a vast difference. Has its plus points, I suppose. But tbh, it’s too different an experience from the younger days. Friends are hard to come by, somehow. Touch and go these days. Not to say I haven’t formed new friendships over the past 9(?) weeks or so. Choir has been fun. So much more difficult than IB choir days, with respect to the songs. My brain isn’t getting better, so memorising has been a huge, huge problem.

That aside, academic life hasn’t been that great. Perhaps I wasn’t really expecting to do exceptionally well, or anything. But, well, I still had my expectations. Not falling far behind them, no. But definitely not the best.

I miss some company back in school. I enjoy new things in uni, definitely.

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Spiritually, not smooth-sailing, really.

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Well, more decisions to make along the way, before the year ends in slightly more than 2 months time. Oh the jitters! It wouldn’t be fair to say “TIME FLIES” this year. Because it really hasn’t. Though there are moments when I find time flying. But in the bigger picture, it hasn’t.

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I hope to post more regularly. Because the lack of posts actually implies, to me anyway, that my life has been so mundane this year, with nothing to post about. No deep thoughts. No sudden revelations. No breakthroughs. Nothing.

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When I survey the wondrous Cross,

On which the Prince of Glory died,

My richest gains I count but loss,

And pour contempt on all my pride.

Demands my soul, my life, my ALL.


xxx

Been so long since.

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I would be lying if I were to say I am perfectly satisfied and content with where I am and what I am doing atm. But it wouldn’t be entirely justified to say that where I am, what I’m doing, is lousy. In fact, it’s been a good experience thus far, and I’ve been enjoying the bulk of what I’ve been doing. There’s a degree of, what can be better. There’s a degree of, just wondering, what is it that makes me who I am right now right now right now.

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Not much of it makes sense, I must say. Sigh.

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7+1 weeks have passed since I started uni. Strange mundane, every-day-just-passes-by kind of feeling. Makes it all feel, so unsatisfactory. Less than optimal.

Korean’s been fun.

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A disciple’s love. A disciple’s maturity. How much have I done for the Lord. How much am I willing to sacrifice. Thought-provoking. Action, action!

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I miss so many things. So many people. So many experiences. The Past, as always, haunts.

last teen.

Soon to be, no more a teen.

School’s been fun. Mostly. Pray I cope well.

Earliest time I can go home, 6pm. Fun stuff. And I actually hope to join more stuff. Ha ha.

CG was pretty fun.

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I will post more soon.

life as it has been!

It’s been long. Too many started-on-but-never-completed posts, and distractions, and stuff to settle, and things to do, so much so, much of my life has been passing by in a whizzzzzzzzzz whooshhhhhh whishhhhh.

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I’m officially a student! 😀 No more sneaky student pretences (hehe), no more slacking around, no more wondering what to do next about my life!

CORS has been thoroughly annoying, to us IB students. I’ve been denied at least half of the modules available when I obviously meet the prerequisites, weirdly. GRRRRR. And knowing it’s not just me is terribly comforting, not.

Sigh.

And THEY HAVEN’T CALLED TO TELL ME I AM REJECTED YET! 😦 BOO.

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I smell of mushrooms, mmm! I love broccoli! 😀 I also had shaker fries today, YAY!

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SIMS is too addictive. I. Must. Stop. Before. 11th August. AH.

I also have way, way, way too many books to complete. Hence no O-week HEHEHEHE.

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So many events coming up. I am going to go broke!

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And so, the holiday is nearly over. The past months can’t really be summarised here, so quickly, so easily. Too much has happened. A number of lessons learnt. A number of regrets. A number of what ifs. A number of UGHHHHH moments. A number of great moments. Much catching up with various friends. Witnessing several different events, changes in people, fruits of people’s labour, others’ joy, others’ disappointment. All in all, well, I don’t know, I just feel we never can pass through life without certain regrets, but we do have to realise how God works all things out to the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. Time and time again, I choose not to believe, not to trust, not to seek Him.

Right now, I’m still wondering what’s in store for me in the coming academic year! And about many other things. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!